Monday, February 29, 2016

Just because...

it's a gorgeous picture...

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Side by Side

I think Sophia Lucia copied us...

I took the picture of Julia on the right about a year and a half ago.  And then Sophia just happens to show up on a cover of a dance magazine doing the same exact pose.  Hmmm. Looks pretty suspicious to me.  ; )

Braces off!

This is a picture from the day he first got his braces on...January 8, 2014

and the day he got them off...February 18, 2016

Just over two years and his teeth look gorgeous!  And look how much he's grown too!

Sunday, February 14, 2016

2015 in review

I had a lot of fun making this...
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Monday, February 08, 2016

Saying goodbye to my "little" boy

I found this blog post by Scary Mommy and it was so spot on as to how I'm feeling right now.  And oh boy...I did what Oprah calls "the ugly cry" when I read it.

Nothing prepares you for when your little ones turn into teenagers. I'm really mourning the loss of my "little" boy right now...more than ever. We are literally eye to eye now.  He can wear Danny's shoes...barely.  His voice is starting to get lower. And that teenage attitude...oh my.  It's here.  How I miss my little much.

(Taken from this blog post)...

I walked by the open bedroom door and stopped to turn off the light. As my hand reached for the switch, I glanced at the person lying on the bed and thought: That is a young man. He’s no longer my little boy, but a young man. 
Wait, stop. Just for a minute. Stop. I need a second to catch up. I need a moment to say goodbye.

I know that I will let go of the kid who was caught between two worlds—of boy and of teen—because I’ve done it all along. From a tiny baby whose whole body fit neatly in one hand, to a grinning toddler who went everywhere in a Captain Feathersword costume carrying either a Thomas the Tank Engine or Lightning McQueen car, to a sturdy school-age boy who ran everywhere, explored everywhere, and gave me constant heart attacks—I loved each and every stage of his childhood and motherhood, and while I looked forward to the next one, I mourned the loss of the one we left behind.

Even now, I see how wonderful it’s been. I see what an amazing teenager he is becoming. There are so many changes happening with him even on a daily basis. It seems like he shot up taller than my 5 feet 9 inches in a week, and suddenly he has a deeper voice and a different laugh and even different ways of thinking. We discuss politics for God’s sake, and he knows what he’s talking about. He’s growing up, moving on, and leaving childhood behind as he reaches for his full potential. That’s the plan, and I’m doing my job right because he’s already an amazing person. He will be a magnificent man.

I think that I will always miss that grinning toddler, the magical ideas of a 6 year old, the Cars cars, the forts and my little boy. Having said goodbye to each stage lets me know what I’m missing, and what I’m gaining. Oh, my boy is growing up, and it’s a wonderful, magical thing. We really do have so many adventures ahead of us.

I’m lucky that he still thinks I am cool, for the most part, or at least pretends that I am. And he still wants to hang out with me. He still is my adventure buddy, but now, he suggests adventures. He’ll leave me behind to hang out with his friends, but makes sure to come back for a kiss goodbye and an “I love you” before he walks away, regardless of who is around. He still asks my opinion and then forms his own.

Sometimes, he still grabs my hand before we cross the street. I just can’t tell if it’s to keep himself safe, or for him to keep me safe. Whatever the reason, I hold on.

And he does hold my hand...and hugs me...and kisses me...and wants to dance with me...and literally smothers me with affection.  And for that I'm grateful. I know we are raising an awesome son.

But still...I really really miss my little boy...


So true...

Snow Day take 2

We have another snow day today. Maybe she'll make a friend for him?

Saturday, February 06, 2016

Snow Day

Yesterday we had our first official snow day and schools were canceled.  It was a very heavy snow.  But as the day was ending...the sun came out and it was so beautiful...

The tops of the trees lit up like they had thousands of lights on them...and the sky had the most incredible pictures didn't do it justice...

But it was also a very tragic day for two families in a town not too far from us. A 6 year old little girl went out to play in the snow and was struck by a large tree limb. She passed away shortly after. Then a young dad went out to clear off his hockey rink for his kids and was also struck with a falling tree limb.  He also passed away. It made me think...perhaps that gorgeous sunset was for them... because honestly...I've never seen anything like it before.  It truly was God's masterpiece.  

Monday, February 01, 2016

This weekend

I met my freshman college roommate, Maureen, for dinner Saturday night...

I have so many great memories with her from that year at Merrimack.  Love that we're still friends after all these years!

And here's Julia practicing an elbow stand for her new solo...

I'm excited to see all the new routines!