Am I looking forward to that first really warm day???

OK...so I haven't posted in a while and this post is on the negative side. But that is how I've been feeling lately. I just can't seem to get out of my own way. I'm so glad the warm weather is coming but then I start thinking about how white my skin is. I glow in the spring. I think about how I would love to go to tanning but then I think about skin cancer and wrinkles and it's just not worth it. The fake tan stuff makes my skin itch. I must be allergic to something in it. So I guess I will glow. Yuck.

Also I can't even think about putting on my spring clothes because I've been lazy with my diet and not exercising enough this winter and just know everything will be tight. Double yuck.

What an attractive thought...white as a ghost AND fat. I'm going to look so BE-U-T-FUL when that first warm day hits and I put on my tight clothes and my skin is glowing white. HA! I go through this EVERY spring. You would think I would be used to it by now.

But on a lighter note, here's a pic that makes me smile...my Daniel & Julia.