A day I will never forget. Thankfully, I didn't know anyone who died on that awful day. Especially when two of the flights departed from Boston.
I was home on maternity leave with Nicholas who was just one-month- old at the time. It was an absolutely beautiful day. The air was crisp and the sky was the deepest blue. We were living in Braintree at the time and I was busy folding laundry in my living room. The sun was pouring in through our huge picture window. I had the Today Show on but the volume was turned off. I remember seeing one of the towers on the TV screen with smoke billowing out. At the time, Katie Couric was reporting and thought it was a small plane that hit the building. I remember watching it live when the second plane hit. It was a terrifying moment. I was supposed to have lunch with Patty that afternoon but we both decided to cancel as we were just too upset and frightened to go out. Both of us wanted to stay close to home with our families. All day long, I had the TV on watching the horrible and scary aftermath. I made two phone calls to friends that lived in the area just to be sure they were safe and they were. I had to keep going outside for fresh air just to get away from the images on TV.
That evening, I was up in the middle of the night feeding Nicholas in his room. As I rocked him in the rocking chair and the house was dark and silent, all I could hear outside was the hum of fighter jets circling Logan Airport. They would actually fly very close to our house as we only lived about 15 miles from Boston. Most days airplanes would fly right over our house, often very low at times, depending on the landing patterns at Logan. It was so scary hearing those planes, knowing they were fighter jets because all other airplanes had been grounded. The days that followed everything on TV was 9/11 related. It was very depressing and so emotionally draining to see all those people pleading and begging on TV to find their loved ones who worked in the towers.
I can't believe it has been seven years already. And what was the point of all that killing? I didn't get it then and I still don't get it now.
Just no purpose.
I'll never forget that day...the weather...the emotions...the images.
Never.